Why no treatment?

my son sits and waits.Now moved and confused to manzanita.Hes scared and really afraid of what his future holds.Im stuck here in a state of mind that is frightening as a mother and will be sending someone tomorrow to see him.i guess most people wonder why im not going.Well i have to for once cut me skirt tails and ensure my son never goes back to that hell hole ever again.People judge and proscecute me on a regular basis.but know one knows the pain that could be unleashed if given the opportunity.Leaving and seeing is more than the fear that i have for him.See my son is dieing slowly and i cant stop it.i guess im dieing too.Only in a different way .I have to do this and the courage and strenghth is with in my touch ,but i cant touch it .I hate this whole experience that is befor me.please dont punish me with you opinions.Just sit one day in a dieing mothers heart and the answer will be there.A motherscry .

A Mothers cry

Hello everyone im here finally to tell all of you thankyou for all of your support.This journey has been one of a long tale of pain and despair .But the hearts of many are here with me.god has put me in this position to be the voice for all of you that are afraid and victimized .prison is a sad and lonely place to be.I miss my son dearly and will be lost until he reaches my arms.families are doing time too.And the tears are shared with in all of us .I hope that this website brings truth and justice to all who comes here.Dont be afraid of what the future hold.Thanks A Mothers Cry